I honestly had no idea which way things were going to go when the time finally came for those last words.  Looking back, that's how many of our moments went.  Maybe if we both owned mood rings I'd be curled up on your couch enjoying the warmth of that smile instead of trying to touch your heart through words you'll probably never read.  It's almost a metaphor for our relationship, this blog of mine.  The things I worked the hardest at to try and show you how special I think you are and how much I love you never even catch your eye.  I searched for that signal flare for so long, but ultimately failed.  Flirting felt like criticism, caring like distrust, and the one thing that seemed to always bring the walls down between us always left you with fuzzy memories that scared you more than they intrigued.

If I knew it wouldn't work out between you and I before we were together, would I have done it?

I wouldn't trade our time for anything.  It's all we are - the sum of our experiences.

Besides, some of the best things in life are total mistakes.

I know you don't agree - and honestly, you're right not to - but I think there are plenty more mistakes we should be making together.

Besides, I know that every time I kiss you you know I'm your favorite mistake.